Thursday, October 28, 2010

my lilac Wine

Visionary ticks of shivering in the
chest
out last
the fading of A Moon's
smile
hanging limply from Dead of Sky

Vast stretches the turmoil of
skin
bubbling by the Boiling
of
once
hauntingly
cool lips.

Monday, October 11, 2010

DEPARTURE: a fastidious lecture on love

As the sky slinks its way behind a populace of clouds, wanting to hide, i have no doubt, the light thickens, the temperature drops, the aroma of rain snakes into the porous fabric of this life.
i have to pour a Drink, & i do so. It's heavy. Acidic, almost, & i grimace against its advances.
It seems a long time coming, all this, & now it has finally arrived. Left to my own devices, i've spent the infant night trudging about, idly against the grains of this new floor. Tho hungry, i cannot bring myself to eat. What's more, is that i am hungry for different types of edibles: i wonder if a writer can write anywhere. Wonder, just like everything else, if all it takes is getting use to something, hither-to-fore, foreign. i have no answers to any of these questions, & yet, how hungry i remain. So i continue to pace.
Continue to question w/ a head of knowledge, that i will never stumble upon any answers. i cannot. A desert walk in eternity. Parched. Thirsty. Hungry. i find myself lost.
We portend our futures before we even accept our pasts.
Our past is a glimmering train.
Here i would insert a poem but my bones are shaky. A purgatoried mind pilloried before me, makes gnarled faces. It smiles toothlessly. It knows, for now, that the poet has sabbaticalled himself to the reaches of nethers. A poet needs love in some form or another. A poet needs something to rail against w/ naked fist...in some form or another.
There will be no poetry. Not tonight. The echoes are too endless. A smoke racing out a window.
i have nothing to rail against, except time, & my own departure.